Yup a update. Nothing special.

No internet for a whole week.
Because of some problems here at home we weren't able to pay the bill for internet and phone. So the only time I could go online was at school, just to check a few things and then log out again. *sigh* I had that a few times before but that was for 2 days. So I was kinda pissed of when I heard about it. Anyways I survived. With doing what? Nothing much. I've played a stupid game which was on my computer and finished 94 levels in 2 days. Next to that I made some sketches. From Gundam, Lamento and some random. And no I'll not upload those. However I like them more then my other drawings. I need to practise more.

Cosplay.
So my Akira outfit still isn't here. And i'm getting impatient. Maybe he's already in Holland. Or well that's what I'm hoping for. *looks at mum who has a tracing code* Hmm seems like he is.. STILL IN HONG KONG. WTF. Seriously and they call that fast shipping?! I paid extra to get it within 2 weeks! That pisses me off, really!

Also I'm currently working on a secret cosplay. He's from Gundam, which if you watch Kyoyaxl and read her journal, you already would know. I did send someone her on DA a note about it, because she might be able to help me. More because she made the outfit completly herself. So I hope to get a answer pretty soon, however I know she is busy to. I don't really need a answer right away. I think I wait with this one till Abunai.

Dreamcosplays.
I'm not sure about having one again to be honest. My plans turn into graves because of some things that are happening right now. However I still wanna finish Len from Vocaloid. And for the rest I'm not gonna think about it I guess. Thanks to the people who made my dreams fall.

Photoshoots.
None upcoming untill I have my Akira DJ outfit.

Birthdaypresent.
*sigh* I didn't won the present I wanted to give to Kyoya. So now I'm hoping a guy in Japan can help me out with finding him. Ok, there are 2. So I hope he can help me finding them both. Will cost more, but I don't care. I just want to give them. Next to that Kyoya already knows the other present I've got for her. Togainu no Chi 5.

Togainu no Chi pillow.
Lol. Yeah I was trying to get those to. Also one for Kyoya. But sadly enough because I didn't had any internet the sale started again. And I found out today that they are sold out already! I don't know when they where throw in stock. But anyways. I've e-mailed the guys and hoping that some people aren't going to pay to get two. xD

Feelings.
I have the feeling that there is something going on. But I don't think it will last long.. *sigh* I just don't know what to do. I never had this before and so it hurts me some way. Also I'm not feeling that happy lately and I might have found the reason for it.

Ah damn. The part about my Akira outfit pissed me off.
I'll update this journal later when I've got to my senses again.. *growls*